How to win in life

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa i Went to School Close to the Top 19 Years And 3 Degrees i Didn’t Win…
SMiLes Dear Chaymaa i Went to Work 33 Years Part of the Way Through School too And Even

Retiring At Higher Grade Levels of Pay
For The Federal Government Early
Disabled After 25 Years of Work
At An NF-4 Level Equivalent
to A Major in the Marines

i Still Didn’t Win Yes
Next Destination Hell
For 66 Months as my Problem
Was i Went to School i Went to Work
i Truly Failed IT All As i No Longer Played
With The Eyes of my 4 Year-Old Child me

Before i Even Learned to Talk At Age 4 Then
For It’s True Before i Could Speak At 4 then at age 3
Without Words in Our Down Town Home Living on the
River With my Grandmother Then After my Father Left my
Mother to Take Care of Us Solo Then Looking Across the

River at Age
3 Before i Could
Speak at 4 Through
Intuition All Innate and
Instinctual Well Beyond Words
i Felt i Sensed Looking across the River

i Am the Tree the Leaf That Feeds the Forest
Soils for the Forest to Grow Even Deeper as me

So Who is me
All that is All that
Ever Was These EYes
This Temple of God Free FLoWinG River Free

Now All i Do is Play All i Do is Win mY FRiEnD
For Now my Currency is Living Life my Pay Rate
Is Loving Life And my Pay Grade is Inhaling Peace
ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing
Caring

Healing

All for Free
With Least Harm

Indeed Now i am the
Leaf of the Tree of the
Forest Both RiSinG Green
And Falling to Soils to Sprout New Green
Souls of Summer FLoWeRS Petals Falling
to Winter Frozen Soils Always Greening

Within this

Way No Matter
What Season Now
or Weather i CoMe NeW
to Play i Come to Love it All

True i Never WorK NoW Not At All
All That’s Left to Do is Win LoVE NeW

NoW…

This
Breath This LoVE LiFE
This Free Play For Real i Win..:)